Hello God

Hello God! I am a sinner,  I hide things that are against your will in the closet of my soul.

Hello God!  I allow the beast within to direct me into the pits of hell. I wallow in my own negative paradox day after day,  knowing there is a better way.

Hello God!  Where is my faith? Where is my trust? Who shall I call on, when I have willfully sinned.

Hello God! I give in to temptation daily. It feels good to my flesh. It brings a happiness that temporarily covers my wounds. It is a drug habit that I pretend to have a desire to let go.

Hello God! I like my flesh,  because I take care of it with my own understanding. Even when I know it hurts my body,  I continue to feed it with the garbage of this world.

Hello God! Even after you've shown me the stinky sin of my flesh, I fight you to hold on to everything that's in it. Yet,  I call on you when it's about to die physically, mentally, and spiritually.

Hello God! Tell me something. You said I don't have to fight this battle alone. But I keep fighting it alone.  I attempt deep intercessory prayer on behalf of myself and others,  and somehow I find myself in a rut, at each level of my growth. I'm blown too and fro. Bouncing in the air like pieces of debris. I think I'm going in the right direction,  but find out I'm lost.

Hello God....

WAIT! MY CHILD! I'VE FOLLOWED YOU THROUGHOUT YOUR LIFE. I CARRIED YOU ON THE CROSS WITH ME. I BREATHED NEW LIFE IN YOU,  I WASHED THE INNERMOST PARTS OF YOUR BEING. I SAVED YOU FROM SUICIDE, AND PEOPLE YOU DIDN'T KNOW WAS LURKING IN DARK PLACES, TO HARM YOU. I GAVE YOU LIFE INSIDE OF YOU, AND HELPED YOU GIVE BIRTH. I WOKE YOU UP EVERYDAY AND WAITED FOR YOU TO HONOR ME,  BUT YOU RESISTED ME INSTEAD OF THE DEVIL. YET, I'M STILL STANDING HERE WAITING FOR YOU, WITH OPEN ARMS. WILL YOU COME? WILL YOU OBEY? WILL YOU KEEP MY COMMANDMENTS, OR WILL YOU CONTINUE TO CRY OUT IN THE WIND,  WHERE YOUR VOICE DISAPPEAR IN THIN AIR?

HELLO MY CHILD.... I'M HERE IF YOU ARE FOR REAL! JUST EXTEND YOUR ARMS IN ANY DIRECTION, OPEN YOUR MOUTH,  AND CONFESS YOUR SINS. TOUCH ME AND I WILL TOUCH YOU!

HELLO MY CHILD.... I FORGIVE YOU OF YOUR SINS... I'VE HEARD YOUR CRY, I'VE SEEN YOUR STRUGGLES. JUST TAKE MY HAND,  I WILL LEAD AND YOU WILL FOLLOW. I WILL BE YOUR GOD,  AND YOU WILL BE OF MY PEOPLE. 

Ezekiel 37:23,
They will no longer defile themselves with their idols, or with their detestable things, or with any of their transgressions; but I will deliver them from all their dwelling places, in which they have sinned, and will cleanse them. And they will be My people, and I will be their God.

Jeremiah 7:23,
But,  this is what I command them saying, obey my voice, and I will be your God,  and you will be my people; and you will walk in all the way which I command you, that it may be well with you.

Psalm 81:10,
I,  the Lord, am your God, who brought you up from the land of Egypt, open your mouth wide and I will fill it.

Isaiah 41:10,
Do not fear, for I am with you, do not anxiously look about you, for I am your God I will strengthen you, surely I will help you, Surely I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.